anxious

This term oscillates between a negative state of apprehension and a positive state of eager anticipation. When paired with "about," it typically signals dread or worry regarding a future event, evoking a sense of psychological tension and instability. When paired with "to" or "for," the meaning shifts toward an intense, impatient desire. In this context, the word describes a proactive longing rather than a passive fear, though it still retains a core element of restlessness.